This Podcast is a collection of video/audio existential crises thoughts, & hilariously traumatic experiences from a Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl.
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I’m Back! Let’s Talk About It |Ep 71| CIBG Podcast
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-No intro for this episode guys! the file was HUGE…I talk so much- In This Week’s Episode I Talk About: - The month of October - The best movie i’ve seen all year (It’s What’s Inside) - I threw a Halloween Party - Florida Cannabis Festival - My “Breakup”Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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My Psych Ward Story |Ep 70| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: Finally telling the traumatizing, yet hilarious story of the time i got admitted to the psych ward. Please enjoy, i did not.Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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The Best Date I've Ever Been On/ The James & Fuhad Controversy |Ep 69| CIBG Podcast
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In This Weeks Episode I Talk About: - The best date I've been on in a long time! - My take on the Shxts&Gigs controversy - Story time of when I visited my birth mom randomly, a few months agoOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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He Said He Felt Absolutely Nothing |Ep 68| CIBG Podcast
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In This Week’s Episode I Talk About: - How this time in america always makes me sad/closed off - Story time of how a friend of mine said he felt no emotion from me - How the “Feminine Era” trend made me mad - Why do my compliments only come in forms of riddles?Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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I Accidentally Crashed Out |Ep 67| CIBG Podcast
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Penthouse Mentality, Guesthouse Reality |Ep 66| CIBG Podcast
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In this Week’s Episode i Talk about: - Back from my social media break with good news! -Unplugging your mind from this sick sad world - Does your lazy eye warp your entire face? -The mental freedom from living in an apartment to a houseOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Is Dating Hard? Or Did I Just Get Lazy? |Ep 64| CIBG Podcast
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In this Week’s Episode I Talk About: - Story time about a couple i saw at work that sent me into an absolute spiral about my own dating life & what i’ve accepted versus what i actually need.Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Whatever Spell Zendaya Put On Trevor Jackson..I NEED It! |Ep 63| CIBG Podcast
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Check out this week’s episode!Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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I’m a Content Creator..& I’m Sensitive About My Sh*t |Ep 62| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - My first negative review from a long time listener - How i’m struggling to keep my house smelling fresh with all my new pets - Story time introduction of my (crazy) first girlfriendOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Saying Goodbye To 25! |Episode 61| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: -Losing my snake/ accidentally finding her while recording this episode -My last few weeks of being 25 & what i’ve learned from it - Me being happy being alive - THE PATREON IS OPEN!!!!!!!Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Why Is Comfort So Unladylike?/ Dream Blunt Rotation | Episode 60| CIBG Podcast
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Welcome To Season 2 Guys!!!!!! In this week’s episode I talk about: -Me trying to work on my constant flaking & bailing on plans -Story time of me actually committing to going somewhere & it sucked -My dream blunt rotation people -Is Maturity going extinct because of the internet? -Why is comfort so unladylike?…
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There’s a Big Difference Between Ghetto & No Home Training |Ep 59| CIBG Podcast
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In This Week’s Episode I Talk About: - Me gaslighting myself about starting the Patreon - The embarrassing trends black people have been doing on social media. - The HUGE difference between ghetto & no home training - Story time about how i got my district manager fired for looking at me inappropriately.…
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The Rambling Of A Confused Black Girl |Ep 58| CIBG Podcast
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In this Week’s episode i talk about: - How living completely alone changed my whole mind & body. -Podcast studio set up progress - How having bad parents made me a good kid - How i might have missed my “peak” -The toxic traits i picked up in lock down & can’t get rid ofOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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New Avatar The Last Airbender Review |Ep 57| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - What did depression take from you physically? - My likes & dislikes on the new ATLA SeriesOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Sometimes It’s Okay To Be An Inconvenience |Ep 56| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: -The new Michael Jackson Movie -You can’t talk to everyone the same -My favorite genre of music -the difference in black women when i’m promoting my podcast -Sometimes it’s okay to be an inconvenience
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Got My Own Place! Official Floridian |Ep 55| CIBG Podcast
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In this weeks episode I talk about: I GOT MY OWN PLACE YALL - Plans for the new studio set up - Existential Crisis Thought - Is expecting terrible customer service for for quality products weird? -Missing Virginia but not the people/ Hating Florida but loving the people - My updated character flawsOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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F**k Capricorns! |Ep 54| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: -How i spent my new year/plans for the new year -How i forgot that capricorns were a thing -The black girl terminology switch - Internal Dialogue needs to stay internal -How i wouldn’t want to be with someone who also doesn’t have a strong relationship with their family.…
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Gypsy Rose & Holiday Woes |Ep 53| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - How FOMO & clout are ruining mentality’s - Dinner IS a great first date choice -My take on why Gypsy Rose should’ve stayed in jail a LITTLE bit longer. - Contemplating making a discord for you guys - How my parents kicked me out for christmas & the sad holiday season i’ve been having.…
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The Devil Is Working Overtime |Ep 52| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - How this past week has been beating me up - an old woman hitting my car - A chipotle employee almost fought me over guacamole - Self diagnoses mean nothing - manga readers are (sometimes) insufferable - new merch & logo ideasOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Audacity Is One Hell Of A Drug |Ep 51- 1 Year Podcast Anniversary| CIBG Podcast
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In This Week’s Episode i talk about : -(For audio listeners) in the first clip i showed my thrifted outfit, but then i started showing off my backs rolls & lack of ass. Why? Intrusive thoughts. - My “Lost Puppy Syndrome” has been going strong. - Story time on my man that’s not my man contributing to me being sad, but his family made me happy. -Havi…
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Who Would I Be If I Wasn’t F*cked Up? |Ep 49| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - a confusing but also terrifying dream i had about being a bumblebee - Existential crisis thought - AITA (personal story)Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Have You Ever Been Turned Off While Having Sex? |Ep 48| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about -A list of things that piss me off -Question of the day: Have you ever been turned off while having sex? & what was the reason? -Existential Crisis Thought: Me & Gods relationship is like apartment neighborsOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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A Traumatized Gemini Origin Story |Ep 47| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - My cat child that died - The origin story of why this podcast was almost named something else - The hate people have for black women tired me out - AITA from redditOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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The Time I Was A Stupid Bi***|Ep 46| CIBG Podcast
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On this week’s episode I talk about: - A quick rant on the time i sent a very embarrassing voice message to my ex BEFORE realizing he cheated on me for a year. -Like, Comment & SubscribeOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Teach Your Kids How To F*cking Read! |Ep 45| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - A sweet moment i had with a random lizard at the airport - How i got sick - The outrageous amount of school children that can’t read - Why some men “really” hate their girlfriends - Existential crisis thoughtOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Existential Crisis Thought |Ep 44| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about - Life update - my thoughts on the Beyoncé mute challenge - Existential Crisis thought segmentOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Grippy Sock Gang |Ep 43| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: -Update on my 75 Hard challenge -My realization that my self worth has grown since starting this show -The name i chose for the supporters -Anime Update (JJK) -AITA from redditOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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My Worst Music Festival Experience |Ep 42| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - Starting the 75 hard challenge -Story time of how i got stuck in a shirt at Tilly’s - My recent struggles with permanently being online - Story time of my first & last music festival experienceOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Small Titties, Big Opportunities |Ep 41| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about - Making the patreon account sooner so i can share spicy details with you guys. - Small titties are a gift - How i struggle with sending condolencesOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Laughing With God |Ep 40| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: A short episode on how i’ve been feeling lately, the promise & plan to make sure this podcast becomes successful, & how thinking about god comforted my through a panic attack.Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Chit Chat Street & Memory Lane |Ft. Mango| |Ep 39| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - Mango & I take a very long & delusional stroll down memory lane & discuss how we first met, our favorite childhood video games, the tragic deaths of our pets & a sprinkle of trauma stories.Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Mad, Black, & Justified |Ep 38| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - The funk i’ve been in for the past two weeks - The debate on who’s bigger globally between lionel messi & Beyoncé - My opinion on how money does buy happiness - The Meg & Tory situation -AITAOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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What is Unconditional Love? |Ep 37| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - Military/ Flight attendant career choice update - How i’m willing & able to take hand outs in this economy - My take on why it’s okay to like animals more than people - Question of the dayOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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High School Crush Gone Wrong |Ep 36| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: -Plans for the video episode shots - My first trader joe’s experience - How slept on the “Between The Lions” theme song is - Going over my high school crush’s house for the first timeOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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No Shxtting On The Plane |Ep 35| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - Constructive criticism about the show - My “Perfect Morning” description - Story time of when i got humbled at the gas station - The overthinking after a night out or vacation - Calling out people who shxt on planes - AITA from redditOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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Traumatic, Yet Hilarious |Ep 34| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - the chokehold hannah montana had on me as a child - why i don’t like to smoke with people anymore - story time of my 2 week best friend named “buiscut” - why i try not to hangout with new woman friends as much as possible -the “broken vagina” storyOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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I’m Officially a Sleepwalker |Ep 33| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - What generational curse I plan on breaking -Story time of finding out i’m a sleep walker - New pet peeve -Question of the day - AITA from redditOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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I’m Not Coming Pre-Washed |Ep 32| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - New animation coming soon for the intro - Gym Struggles - My beef with how hairstylists want you to come pre-washed/ blow dried -Story time of the experience that made me realize i only like feminine women - AITA from redditOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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My First Gay Kiss |Ep 31| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - In honor of Pride Month ending, a story time of my first ever gay experience. - Short review of Spider-Man Across The Spider-Verse. - Anime Update. - How i wouldn’t wanna find who i’m spending forever with, while i’m young. - My favorite artist to listen to while under the influence. - AITA from Reddit.…
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Changing The Journey To The Destination |Ep 30| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - A middle school breakfast delicacy that no one remembers - Admitting that even though my life experiences made me who I am today, i would still change it. - Realizing my disdain towards family has been rooted since birth - AITA from redditOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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My Therapist Said: “It’s Not Me, It’s You” |Ep 29| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: - My my dream sponsorships -My new found pet peeves with food -How Halle Bailey’s Part of your world reprise 2 had me in shambles -A rant on how i think going through my trauma was a lot easier than healing from it -AITA from reddit Get 15% off your purchase with Schedule35 using code: CIBG…
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The Worst Thing a Man Said To His Wife |Ep 28| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - My Live action Little mermaid review & how i realized i’ve never seen the original - Mental Health check in - The worst thing i’ve read a man say to his wife on Reddit - AITA? - A rant on how when i daydream, i can never see my own face because i don’t think my brain knows what i look like.…
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Heaven, Hell & Starbucks |Ep 27| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about: - AITA from Reddit - men fake crying at the altar - a stranger trying to gaslight me into saying i’m an atheist in the middle of starbucks - good intentions aren’t good enoughOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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What Comes After Post Nut Clarity |Ep 26| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode i talk about - A rant of how mens PNC is so different from women’s PNC & how women just want to come out feeling just as satisfied as men -My AITA scenario of almost getting kicked out of flight attendant training -AITA from reddit -Comfort showsOleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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That’s Not Eye Contact, It’s The Kubrick Stare |Ep 25| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: -My pet peeve of servers/bartenders touching my food & utensils with their bare hands -My love of eye contact & how some men are just very bad at it -The time I trolled & said Halle Bailey’s little mermaid was the first & only one. -A rant on how my mind & body automatically jolts back to wanting to self harm wi…
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Bisexual Comprehension |Ep 24| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: -How easy it is for me to give up/ask for help when i’m out of my league in certain situations. -Me realizing that I can only relate to straight women 50% because i’m bisexual.Oleh Chemically Imbalanced Black Girl
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We Understand We Just Don’t Care |Ep 23| Ft. Mango| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: -My first guest: my friend mango -Question of the day: Would You rather know when you’re going to die or how you’re going to die? -Michelle Obama’s comment on how this generation of young people doesn’t take the risks & sacrifices of being in a marriage & why this generation doesn’t really care to. -Why men woul…
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Kinks & Categories |Ep 22| CIBG Podcast
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On this week’s episode I talk about - The story of when I first realized i was a little bit ugly. - How an annoying voice is worst than being unattractive. - The categories i like during spicy time - story time on how being non confrontational makes it hard to have long lasting relationships. - My take on what child support should actually mean.…
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It’s Okay To Go Ape Shit |Ep 21| CIBG Podcast
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In this week’s episode I talk about: -the fascinating theory behind homeless people having the best dogs/companions. -story time on how i smoked too much & thought i was in fast & furious -my take on how being alone is better for my self esteem & how the trend of toxic positivity is detrimental to people who actually have to heal from real trauma.…
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Uncomfortably Relatable |Ep 20| CIBG Podcast
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On this week’s episode I talk about -How scary “stans” are & how being so obsessed with an artist makes them blind to actual problems regarding the artist. -How some people use zodiac signs & undiagnosed illnesses to relate to people & experiences to feel equal/ good about themselves. -Story time on my crazy experiences with LSD.…
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