Journey of a Missionary: Part I

The Sensual Soul Project

In this first episode of The Sensual Soul Project, I dive deep into my journey from a fairly normal life steeped in biblical teachings to becoming a radicalized missionary. Part one of this story covers key moments in my upbringing that helped prime me for this path.
I explore the role of sexual shame in the church and at home, and the effect it had on my self-development. This first part of my story will take you through a discipleship program for young adults formerly run out New Life Church in Colorado Springs, where I spent a year after graduating high school. I describe the harrowing experience of "missions training," a three-day event shrouded in secrecy, that was designed to prepare students for missionary work in hostile environments. The training culminated in a chilling reenactment of a Taliban raid, where church members and program leadership played both the Taliban and captured missionaries. It is as strange as it sounds, and you may find it hard to believe.
Next week, I will release part II of my story and we'll travel across the oceans to Uganda and Sudan, where I spent nearly 2 years as a missionary, enduring spiritual and emotional abuse. I’ll share my personal experiences, the struggles I faced, and the moments of awakening that challenged my beliefs.
Whether you’ve walked a similar path or are simply curious about the interplay of spirituality and religion, this podcast invites you to reflect on your own journey toward self-discovery. I'm so glad you're here!