When I Smoke Green...

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Ok, so the purpose of this is to show all the motions that I go through when I intake green, as known as weed, kush, ganj, whatever you wanna call it. Typically, I try not to smoke as much for a number of reasons. Reason number one, I don’t wanna see the truth or I don’t wanna see a false truth that is exposed as a lie. My perception of “truth comes to life” and that can be extremely dangerous because what I tell my mind makes a huge impact on anything I do. Another reason why I don’t smoke green is because what ever that I’m feeling in the moment enhances. So if I am sad about something and turn around and smoke weed, that feeling is enhanced and I feel ten times worse than I had been without smoking it. My fears are brought to life. Fear of death. Why am I always so afraid of death? It is because I tend to shift my focus on what I don’t have. Success being the number one thing I think about. Or not knowing who I am. I am in fear of dying without even knowing myself or reaching the fullest potential of success. I’ve always been jealous of people who can be extremely productive when they’re on green. Me, my motivation decreases and I sulk in laziness and disappointment. Green for does more danger for me than good. However, I reap only one benefit from it. What am I not doing right at this very moment that doesn’t reap any benefit? Whatever that is, what can I do to achieve results? Though weed puts me in a very dark place, it wakes me up. Music by Kai Engle Crying Earth