After a night of poor decisions, Buffy resolves to not sleep with Spike again while Willow experiments with dangerous magic. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss Willow's breaking point, the toxic start of the Spuffy relationship, and the false idea of mutual abuse. Buy us a Coffee! and listen to our spoiler episodes and get early access to …

Willow experiments with more extreme magics alongside a newly de-ratted Amy, while Spike discovers that his chip is no longer triggered by Buffy. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah and guest Robbie as they discuss the continuation of the house metaphor, the missed opportunities with the Willow arc, and of course, the zipper heard 'round the world. Buy us a Co…

In an attempt to save her relationship with Tara and help Buffy forget her resurrection trauma, Willow casts a forgetting spell that accidentally forces the whole gang to forget who they are. Join Sarah, Leah, and David as they discuss the significance of each person's identity, the throwbacks to 'Anne' and 'Restless', and the importance of Buffy's…

A mysterious demon comes into town, causing everyone to break into song and dance while revealing their deepest, darkest fears. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the themes, metaphors and musicality of the most popular episode of show! Buy us a Coffee! and listen to our spoiler episodes and get early access to season 6. Email: becomingbuf…

Anya and Xander announce their engagement, Tara and Willow have a major argument over Willow's magic use, and Dawn's crush may or may not be a vampire. Join Sarah, Tabby, and guest, Andrew as they discuss the show's handling of Willow's addiction to magic, the lack of a Dawn arc, and the twist on the metaphor of vampirism. Buy us a Coffee! and list…

Unsure of where she fits in, Buffy tries out a few jobs but is repeatedly sabotaged by Warren, Jonathan, and Andrew, as they test her powers and abilities. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the themes of social construction vs individual responsibility, facing your fears, and the way the show holds Buffy to a higher standard than its othe…

Literally flooded with money problems, Buffy attempts to get a loan from the bank that is robbed by a trio of men. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the shows' questionable use of metaphor, the symbolism of Giles confronting Willow, and the introduction of the Trio. Buy us a Coffee! and listen to our spoiler episodes and get early access …

As everyone adjusts to Buffy's return to the living, something posesses the Scoobies, forcing them to realize that all is not well. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the Scoobies' selfishness, the demon's representation of Buffy's subconscious, and the shocking reveal of Buffy being in heaven. Buy us a Coffee! and listen to our spoiler ep…

As the Helion demons terrorize Sunnydale, the Slayer emerges from her grave, disoriented and confused. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the parallels between this episode and 'The Gift', the decision to split the premiere into two parts, and the not-so-positive changes to the writing. Buy us a Coffee! and listen to our spoiler episodes a…

With the Slayer dead, Giles heads back to England, demons take over Sunnydale, and Willow, Xander, Anya, and Tara secretly attempt to resurrect Buffy. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the behind the scenes changes, the season theme, and the massive tonal shift of the sixth season. Buy us a Coffee! and listen to our spoiler episodes and g…

Was it surprising to find that Buffy had a little sister? Who is Liz's controversial favorite character? What moment made her cry? Join Sarah as she interviews Liz as she watches the show for the very first time! Buy us a coffee! Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube Producers: Christine, Paul, Kashaan, …

Is Buffy's leap a death wish? Was Giles right to kill Ben? Do the writers view Buffy as to "pure" to get her hands dirty? Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as we discuss our listener's thoughts and takes, as well as analyze how this episode fits into the Buffyverse as a whole. Buy us a Coffee! Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Instagram…

Buffy and the gang race the clock to rescue Dawn and defeat Glory in the epic season 5 finale. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the importance of the episode's lighting, whether or not Giles' decisions are right, and of course, Buffy's gift. Buy us a Coffee! Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtu…

While Ben and Glory work through their newfound emotions, Willow must try to reach a catatonic Buffy and convince her not to give up. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the different decisions each character must wrestle with, the metaphor of Buffy's house and how it relates to her mental state, and the question of whether or not the Slaye…

With the secret of Dawn being the Key now out, Buffy scrambles to keep everyone safe, yet in the end it's not enough. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the question Dawn and Ben face, the ethical and moral questions the show is bringing up for all the characters, and the use of the knights as a metaphor for destiny. Buy us a coffee! Email…

Buffy and Ben struggle with their lives being taken over by their sisters, Tara and Willow have a major fight, a Scooby member gets their brains sucked, and Glory finally discovers who the key is. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the symbolism of Buffy dropping out of poetry class, Willow's concerning behavior, and the theme of responsbi…

While Buffy heads to the desert for some soul searching, Spike takes his new Buffy-bot out to play--catching the attention of Glory and her minions. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, and guest-host David as they discuss Buffy's over-developed sense of responsibility in contrast to the Scoobies' underdeveloped one, the show's shifted framing of Spike, and th…

Feeling neglected and alone as Buffy deals with funeral arrangements, Dawn decides to take grief into her own hands and resurrect Joyce. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the episode's nods to the horror short story, 'The Monkey's Paw', Joel Gray's cameo and how his humming is foreshadowing of future events, and the importance of Angel's …

Buffy, Dawn, and the Scoobies grapple with grief after Joyce's sudden death. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, and guest, David, as they discuss behind the scenes, negative space, death, and grief. *Trigger Warnings for discussion of death* Buy us a coffee! Social Media: Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Producers: Christi…

A strange girl arrives in town looking for her boyfriend, only there's something about her that doesn't seem quite right...join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss misogyny, Britney Spears, and finding fulfillment withough being in a relationship. Buy us a coffee! Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube…

Dru returns to town hoping to rekindle her relationship with Spike as his obsession with Buffy escalates in a dangerous way. Join Sarah, Tabby, and guest, Naj from Najreactions as they discuss the parallels between this episode and season one's 'Angel', the nods to Shakespeare's 'Othello', and whether or not Spike can/does love Buffy. Buy us a coff…

It's Buffy's 20th birthday, which means something bad is about to happen! Dawn discovers she's the key, leading to a confrontation with Glory and the shocking revelation that Ben and Glory inhabit the same body. Join Sarah and Tabby as they discuss adoption, the history behind blood oaths/bonds, and the symbolism of the Key/Dawn being the color gre…

When the Watcher's Council refuses to share vital information about Glory unless Buffy shows that she is "qualified," Buffy makes a discovery about herself that changes everything. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the callbacks to season 3's 'Helpless', the episode's metaphor for adulthood, and the way season 5 continues to surprise us. …

With Buffy recovering from Riley's sudden departure, Anya and Willow are forced to face their conflict over...Xander? Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the episode's handling of Buffy's grief, the parallels between Anya and Willow, and the show's tendency to pit women against each other. Buy us a coffee! Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.…

Joyce's surgery is successful, and Buffy discovers Riley's infidelity, leading to him rejoining the Initiative and leaving Sunnydale for good. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss internalized misogyny, the show's sloppy and inconsistent writing of Riley, and how this might be the weakest episode of season 5. Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmai…

The tumor pressing on Joyce's brain causes her to act erratically, drawing the attention of the horrifying Queller demon. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss mental health, the loss of childhood innocence, and the significance of these episode in Joyce and Buffy's relationship. Buy us a Coffee! Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social M…

The doctors discover Joyce has a brain tumor, Riley cheats on Buffy with a vamp, and Glory gets dangerously close to discovering that Dawn is the key. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the different ways we grieve, what constitutes cheating, and the heaviness of this arc. Buy us a Coffee! Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media…

It's the episode you've all been waiting for! Buffy is nearly killed on a routine round in the graveyard, prompting her to seek answers from a known Slayer killer--Spike. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, and guests, David and Kimberly as they discuss obsession vs love, unreliable vs reliable narrators, and destructive cycles. Buy us a coffee! Social Media:…

Tara's family appears on the eve of her birthday, threatening to reveal her secret if she doesn't come home with them, while Glory plans an attack against the Slayer. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, and guest Catherine, as they discuss found-family, shame culture, and coming out. Buy us a coffee! Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Instagr…

In looking for the cause of Joyce's mysterious illness, Buffy barely walks away from a fight with an extremely strong woman and discovers that something is not right about Dawn. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss themes of sisterhood, found family, and protecting innocence. Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Instagram, Tik…

After being used as a lab rat for years, Riley's heart is about to give out, forcing Buffy to contact the Initiative for help. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the continued parallels between Spike and Riley, the downfall of the Ruffy relationship, and the not-so-subtle comparisons this episode makes to season four's "Doomed." Email: bec…

In an attempt to separate the Slayer from her human self, the demon Toth accidentally divides Xander into two, forcing him to prove his true identity. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss this season's theme of duality, what this episode says about Buffy, and whether or not Riley loves all of Buffy. Support us and Buy us a Coffee! Email: bec…

A new vampire gang takes out the local magic store owner, giving Giles an idea for a business venture, while Buffy becomes increasingly frustrated with the immaturity of her sister, Dawn. Join Sarah, Tabby, and guest host, Crissy, as they discuss girl-boss Harmony, Dawn's interesting perspective, and who this episode is really trying to tell us abo…

Dracula shows up in Sunnydale with his sights set on Buffy, yet even she is not able to resist his charms. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the changes to season 5, the hints to Buffy's dark roots, and whether or not this opener sucks. (ha ha) Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Find us on Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube B…

Back for her annual recap, new watcher, Liz, fills us in on her thoughts for season 4. Listen now to hear her discuss her feelings on Riley, Anya, Spike, as well as her predictions for season 5. Support us by buying us a coffee Email: becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Find us on Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube Producer: Christine…

It's our 3rd annual spoiler recap! Our favorite episode where we're joined by our listeners to discuss the season and the finale in full spoiler-y detail. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss Xander's fears in "Restless" and how they foreshadow "Hells Bells," Willow's descent into vengeance, Giles' mysogynistic roots, and the history of the …

Journey through the minds of each of the Scoobies, as they face their fears and battle the First Slayer. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the complex, intriguing, and sometimes confusing dream episode, discussing themes of existentialism, feminism, and even racism. Support Becoming Buffy on Buy Me a Coffee and get access to spoiler episo…

Realizing that Spike is the reason for the rift in their relationship, the Scoobies call upon the power of the First Slayer in an effort to defeat Adam. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss the resolution to the Initiative arc, the final culmination of the masculine vs. feminine theme, and how each member's aspect relates to Buffy. Buy Becom…

Having teamed up with Adam, Spike begins to manipulate the Scoobies to turn them on one another, while a jealous Riley squares off with Angel. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, and guest, Crissy as they discuss honesty, jealousy, and the marks of a healthy relationship. Buy Becoming Buffy a Coffee and hear spoilers for each episodes Email: becomingbuffypodc…

The return of Oz forces the Scoobies to evaluate their feelings, as Willow must choose between Tara and Oz, Riley must choose between Buffy and the Initiative, and Buffy must decide whether or not to tell Riley about Angel. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, and guest host, David, as they discuss themes of bigotry, prejudice, and the show's sticky use of met…

Riley and Buffy can't seem to keep their hands off of each other, Anya's frustrated and confused as to why Xander doesn't want sex, and a frat party turns into an orgy. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, and guest hosts David and Catherine as they discuss sex, rage, and purity culture. Buy Becoming Buffy a Coffee and hear spoilers for each episode! Email: be…

The world of Sunnydale is suspiciously centered around Jonathan, Buffy and Riley (kind of?) work through some things, and the Initiative discovers a weakness in Adam's design. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss themes of consent, assult, and insecurity. Buy Becoming Buffy a Coffee and hear spoilers for each episode! Email: becomingbuffypod…

It's Freaky Friday over here in Sunnydale! As Buffy in Faith's body is held hostage by the Watchers, Faith in Buffy's body is ready to do some damage. Join Sarah, Tabby, & Leah as they discuss the Sartrean Look, assault, and what it means to be a Slayer. Email us at Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com @becomingbuffypodcast on Instagram @becomingbuffypod…

Faith awakens from her coma, full of revenge, and armed with a mysterious present from the Mayor. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss themes of existentialism, accepting accountability, and the impact of Sartre's Look. Buy Becoming Buffy a Coffee and hear spoilers for each episode! Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Find us…

Riley begins to spiral as he struggles with who to trust, while Buffy becomes the main suspect in Maggie Walsh's death. Join Sarah, Tabby, & Leah as they discuss indoctrination, individualism vs. collectivism, and the end of normalcy. Support the show Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Find us on Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube Prod…

Buffy and Riley's closeness cause Maggie to take extreme measures, and the Big Bad of the season is finally revealed. Join Sarah, Tabby, and Leah as they discuss mommy issues, the biggest failure of the season, and what this episode tells us about Joss Whedon. Support the show Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Find us on Instagram…

Giles is feeling unseen and unappreciated by the gang, giving his old nemesis Ethan Rayne a chance to swoop in and create some chaos. Join Sarah, Tabby, & Leah as they discuss themes of identity, insecurity, parenting, and shadow selves. Support the show Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube Producers: C…

Forced to deal with the aftermath of "Hush," a fearful Buffy heads back to High School to stop an impending apocalypse. Join Sarah, Tabby, & Leah as they discuss themes of trauma, fear, and boundaries. Support the show Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Find us on Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube Producers: Christine…

Mysterious beings take away everyone's voices, and Buffy and Riley are forced to reveal their secret identities in one of the creepiest and most iconic episodes ever. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, and guests Catherine and David as they discuss themes of communication, dread, and identity. Support the show Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Med…

Still reeling from Oz's departure, a grief-stricken Willow casts a spell that has hilarious effects on the gang. Join Sarah, Tabby, Leah, & guest Kimberly as they discuss themes of grief, healing, and support. Support the show Email: Becomingbuffypodcast@gmail.com Social Media: Find us on Instagram, Tiktok, and Youtube Producers: Christine…